It has been a nightmare month. All I wanted was a good month off, work was really getting to me. It was so busy this last year. My tax return tells me so. I got the time off, then I got sick. Another bad infection deja vu 4 years ago repeated, not quite as bad as back then but still scary and concerning. It required surgery, endless IV antibiotic drips, numerous pokes and prods that left any dignity I might have regained, lying in the dust. I'm on the mend, slowly, with an extra hole that was not there before. I am going back to work in a few days. Not feeling rested. Trying to organize the next jobs but I really don't feel like it. I need to get my own invoicing from last month turned in so I can get paid. Hoping I can find the energy this afternoon. Surgery kicks the shit out of me, I forgot about that. Tried going out for dinner a few times, half way through I'm sweating and tired, wondering why I even went in the first place. Yeah it sucks.
